A mental list of faults that need to be corrected unscrolls in my mind. The list of traits I want them to have is long and it is hard teaching characteristics I have not mastered myself. Still, I try. I pick stories, heroes, prayers that emphasis fearlessness, perseverance, kindness, bravery.
And I try more, almost will, my girls not to pick up my faults. My fears. My selfishness. I do not want them to experience the pain that holds hands with cowardliness or discouragement or doubt.
When I focus on the list, I see the faults. I see the work there is to be done. The lessons that I want stored in their hearts. Lessons I can teach but not force to grow roots. I miss the grace of God.
Ignoring the list and teaching them instead the wonders of God and the peace of gratitude, I can re-see their beauty, enjoy their quirks, and wait expectantly for God to mold them. Grace returns.
The focus of your blog is wonderful - such a great matter of fact statement and purpose.
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That's beautiful... I know what you mean about trying to have them not pick your flaws... although being sinners themselves they'll have their own... isn't that hard? Sometimes it scares me when my 4 yr. old says: "I want to be just like you mommy" and I always reply: "Better, you want to be better!" scary... I hope they want to be like Christ... the thing is that I hubby and I are representing Christ for them right now... what a responsibility! ... Beautifully written!
ReplyDeleteMake sure you also focus on the successes of both you and your girls! Remember to celebrate the little things ... since a bunch of little things together make a big impact!
ReplyDeletenice post thanks for sharing the 5 minutes friday...looking for to visit more..blessings
ReplyDeleteYour an awesome mom.
ReplyDeleteGrace returns...
ReplyDeleteOh my Laura. . . I love all your 5 minute writes, but I think this one is my favorite to date. And that's saying something! it spoke to me deep.
oh those quirks...
we are going to hold hands as we travel this road, aren't we? you are such an encouragement to me. Thank you, friend!